:o

My phone is pg13-friendly.

Maureen : "i thought you say you always ready for the camera?"

We kept trying to get a good shot of the same pose... in the end we gave up plus until the calculator was kinda out of the picture alr LOL

It says "we ate math." it was "i hate math" at first but when you replace one letter it kinda overwrites the whole thing so.. yeah. if you own a gc you will know!

"i hate math"

The pic looks kinda warped in the center LOL!

I knew what expression she was making so i laughed and she couldn't keep a straight face.

Yesterday was a fairytale :) IT WAS GREAT AHHHHHHHH more outings pls!

today was studying with maureen! kind of reluctant to get back into the jc (sianz) world :(

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Removed prev post. Conclusion was : went to dentist, have a mild overbite(I think this is the right term), before fixing upper teeth with braces will be putting something to push my lower jaw out effectively making my face shape sharper, I don't welcome this change and am paying 5k$ for it.

I tried thinking of a good title but failed

Tiring week lah! :( i don't know why, considering this school week was only 3 days long. But anyway i conked out @ 12a.m. ytd (:o) and had to wake up @ 11am today to go see doctor! Anyway yeps it was the same usual thing think nothing can be done about it ba but the doctor said it will fade in abt 2 weeks with the cream :)

reached home @ slept for about another 3hrs. Shiok ttm!

My legs are aching from p.e on friday!! o.o me = lousy. We ran 3 rounds ard the track (and i walked most of the way. i am noobshit lah wts) and the worst thing is that he alr gave the lecture for most of the pe BUT we still had to run! :( and it only means that pe on normal days is worse. Crap. Lane 1 will be my best buddy from now on.

Oh and anyway my Chinese teacher is max cute! She made us do a really weird (and incredibly awkward) chinese project : everyone is to randomly pick a name ala murderer style, and you're supposed to describe the person in an essay with more than 400 words. Damn, man. At least i got someone from my CG but i'm not close to anyone from my CG & chinese class. Think Kimberly lor... but still we don't talk much. So chinese class will probably be a little sian once the real tb-using lessons start! And oh yeah she's real cute because she was teaching us how to miao shu people (coz of the proj) and she used real-life examples. Then got one slide she describing wuzun then got like 4 different pictures of wuzun. I suspect she is a wuzun-fan lah hahaha! Plus she is quite old-ish one and she's quite short. Like quite typical old female chinese teacher lor.

Went to TM w/ ZY and nat ytd! got a lot of pasir ris sec people -.- and watched percy jackson (yep i totally forgot that supposed to watch on friday w/ jasmine etc.) and it was quite nice!! (since i didn't read the book) so yup i am going to rewatch it on friday :)

I am at a loss now! See, i'm the researcher for the debate group B (for the stand that homosexuals should not be allowed to adopt children) and i've researched. There's quite a lot of info on the web lah including one 80-page document. I don't wanna print it out and i am NOT gonna friggin' write it out either! So... yep. o.o" I shall figure out what to do tml.

And there's p.e. on monday wts!! :( and lessons end @ 4.40pm but chamber starts at 4, hmmmmmm......

Nonsense

Got many tutorials i have not done/started on :( i am procrastination queen... reached home @ 5pm and told myself i was gonna do it! but i didn't so yeah. Happy max, tml end @ 12.30p.m. only!! and meeting zhiyu and natalie, long time no see manx o.o

and i think so qiao lah! after go into jc like suddenly see a lot of familiar faces / so-and-so knows whomever and stuff like that. o.o

Dathne from my p1/p2 class is in TJ!! o.o o.o o.o o.o o.o o.o o.o o.o o.o o.o i wonder what abt the rest of my classmates. i rmb some names... hsu huishan, ngoo yunzhen (jean), yeo kaiwen, derrick, yihao, yehua, and another girl!! her name is start with ch one then got like two vowels. and got who huh chian kiat or something issit?

ahhhh so tired in schl everyday because i am sleeping late and waking early! :( ridiculous lifestyle! can't wait for weekends man..

argh the patch at the back of my left leg is like getting bigger... and it's looking worse. needa see doctor naooooooooooooosxzzx. but this kind of thing always drag and drag one lah.. doctor also not v useful say it's coz i skin sensitive? cannot cure? cream also no use. zz ttm. dont wanna believe what doctor say wahaha. avoiding prawns like mad tho! so proud of myself secretly coz i was presented with AT LEAST 30 prawns this cny and i ate max 5. and only ate the 2 prawns @ shihui's hse coz i felt bad that her mum bought extra coz she know we coming!

anwwww i end at 4.40 on mon and tues major sadsxzxzxz

Narcissistic

My fringe is getting abit too long :(

Anddd i think my nails are nice! But also not i paint one. Is HUIYIN hahaha HL and I = totally hopeless @ painting nails. esp. me actually :x But anw have to remove by Weds~

I think i have chamber on weds buttttt i'm not sure at all! Nobody is in the same pdp as me lah! Sad. And chamber got SYF bronze.. at least not participation ok! at least i get to learn a new instrument! :)

& the new timetable sucks sia always so late go home :( and why is there PE twice a week?! I heard JC PE is like much tougher than sec school one... I will die man i swear. I think they just keep making you run? Sucks~

2nd day of CNY. Generally quite sian. No visitors to my house at all, and only went to 3 houses so far in total, my waipo's, my mum's ganmama hse, my dajie's ganmama hse. (we all call her ganmama anw). Not going to any more houses alr, for the rest of today and tml. Not visiting any of my cousins, idk, kinda sucks that we're so distant we don't even visit each other during CNY anymore? Though GSR was supposed to come this CNY but no news yet~

Long weekend rocks! :) Keep munching on tidbits tho. I foresee a breakout :(

(this year vday so overshadowed by cny that i completely forgot abt it and didn't make anything for my friends when we met up on Friday~ Thanks Shihui and Jasmine for the cards!! i didn't get to see mengx and umme :( and shit i forgot to pass thailand presents to SH and MX!! )

sian ttm

yesterday i was late for school. they confiscated my ezlink card and i was supposed to collect it from 3-6pm @ the GO. After the chamber trials (which wasnt rlly trials at all?) i went to bus stop to take bus 38. realised no ezlink card but bus alr left so i paid 70cts. alighted at next stop (at Hitachi chemical something something) and walked back to tjc. Walk halfway realise that it's 6.38pm. damn sian took bus to bedok int took train to pasir ris int took bus to punggol int took train to kovan int bought my school shoes took train to punggol took bus home. GG. spent like 7 bux on public transport in one day...

then when i reached home that day tired like shit i went to m'sia and reached home at 12.30am then get to sleep.

Finished reading Devious. naiseeeeeeeeeeee. & Major love WANDA for staying till 3pm so i can collect my ezlink card today :)

Funny

Oh today otw to AMKhub i slept on the bus lah then for a brief moment i kinda woke up for abit before sleeping again so obviously i was in a very blur and confused half-asleep kinda state.

And i decided to reply Zhiyu's message then.

this is what she sent lah :

LOL. You haven made friends yet? Haha. eh jiayou ah! lol! Whats pdp exhibit? O.O Hmm we got finale night.

My epic reply :

Got but not my og one z..mm mmmm 毛毛躁躁z you! gr manennen:)

-.- should never sms in that state huh.

Orientation X

I know i'm not exactly the friendliest face around town but i have NEVER ever been unable to make an acquaintance (where you can actually hold a conversation with not just hi-bye) after five days of interaction. Seriously. I feel quite sian in my OG lah during the cheering and dancing parts... the OGLs are great and enthu and so are the OGMs but then why is it so difficult for me to befriend someone?? Gah. But i actually realised that i like being alone sometimes. I actually don't really mind the fact that i don't really have anyone to hang out with during OG sessions (except (maybe)cheering and dancing). o.o" I think i just mind the fact that i can't make friends, not the fact that i don't have friends. Hmm epiphany. The biggest disadvantage of being alone though (during orientation) is that i can get quite blur sometimes and don't know what the hell the OG is doing and nobody is there to tell me. LOL. But still i'm really glad that i still have Maureen to hang out with after school because i think if not i will be a really lonely gal. HAHA!

But anyway today i made a new friend (omg sounds so pri sch). Her name's Jiahwee and guess what. I only met her today and she's not even in my OG. She's in Maureen's OG -.- (knew her coz i was sitting w/ Maureen's OG. Coz i didn't know where my OG went... see disadvantage.)

I skipped out on the chronorace day (i was alr red like lobster frm the day before!!) and missed out on the jaiho dance so during the mass dance session today when everyone suddenly started dancing jaiho i was damn lost. o.o today was couple dance... zz. Was seriously hoping to kena a girl because my group got more girls than guys. But in the end nooo i kena-ed a guy. Then got some actions very errrrr. weird. Lol. But anw mass dance is always fun~.~

Anyway tml is mass dance @ Suntec.. zz ttm dont want to go for the og bonding session/dinner and the dance itself... i am damn moodkiller right not supposed to act like this during orientation LOL. but today i overheard two siao people frm my og.

Siao #1 : I'm so glad lecture is starting tomorrow! Finally we get to learn something!
Siao #2 : Yeah! These few days haven't been able to learn anything lor.

they deserve this : -'-

FTS

I am BLACK.

TJC

Haha i ended up in TJC! Knew abt it the day before posting of results because Jasmine ask me to try signing in to the TJC student portal and i did and it worked so yeah LOL! Maureen's in too ;)

Jasmine's appealing in (which me + everybody else finds a waste) but true she has no friends there so i can kinda see why she would wanna appeal haha!

Anyway today was a funnnn day @ Sentosa BUT now my face is suparrr red... fuck it!

Holler

Had a combined science outing today! (: It was fun and we were generally aimless but we managed to pass the day in a relatively fun manner haha. Watched The Spy Next Door and i think it was a sucky movie leh. -_- quite boring. some parts were funny though... The Larry guy looks like the guy from taylor swift's "you belong with me" mv. Maybe it's just the hair.

We watched it @ Shaw House and kept following Ryan around hahaha! Ate KFC (okay actually that was before the movie) and walked ard @ plaza sing. Played arcade (yeah!) and i luv playing bishi bashi actually hahaha so fun! The new one's rlly hard for me though zz.

At some point in the arcade someone actually called out my name? as in, someone in a group of people that i don't recognize and we all made eye contact but then i really dont see anyone i recognize LOL. It's either i hear wrong (which i think is quite unlikely, i mean we made eye contact leh?! and it's i turn then they alr looking kind.) or i am being mean and forgetting someone i know. Actually i think it's just one of those random fb friends whom you don't know but adds you and you guys don't actually talk to one another kind. Then that person's weird because you don't call out to (non) acquaintances like that. -.-

We went down to the MRT and RYAN CHOY pangseh-ed the four of us?! he was like "i wanna go to potong pasir" and then he just left. Like that. We were (ok, at least i was) stunned like never before. o.o = my face. so we went to vivo!

Went to the shops @ the top level to look look see see. Got the pet safari shop woah the guinea pigs and dogs and hamsters were all so cute!!!!!!!! seriously!!! and there was this ADORABLE poodle omfg. It doesn't have that kind of (what i think is) ugly kinda shave cut. You know those kind with only a few pufts of hair? Hahaha! Oh and at that time Maureen and I were actually looking for a drink. And we couldn't find it in Daiso so we just randomly stopped by the pet shop one and what do you know? We got our drinks. Weirdest place to buy a drink. Ever. The whole vending machine was RANDOM la?! it wasn't even outside the store... it was like quite deep in. Oh i know why already... coz there got provide grooming services for the dog so let the owners buy drinks? hmm yea. Should be. Hahaha!

Then we went outside to the sky park @ vivo (it was so windy and cooling and the weather was just perfect. Low cloud cover = great weather at night. Applicable only in Singapore.. not necessarily in other countries!) and we just... what's the word for it? Chilled. We chilled there. HAHA now the word looks funny!

Then we headed home and i reached home @ i think, 10plus nearing 11. Then i watched a few ep of ANTM!!! Cycle 13 ;) short girlsssss. I like nicole! I keep thinking her name is melanie i have no fucking idea why i mean that name just popped up in my mind?! nobody there is named melanie i dont know anyone named melanie and i actually dont know of any cartoon/anime characters named melanie. Hmm. I like Laura too hahaha oh and Rae is so pretty!

I'm feeling as stuffed as a turkey on thanksgiving. I think lately i've been eating too much... It felt okay when i was out coz i was mostly distracted but when i got back... gosh i feel like crap. Cow crap. The super smelly kind. The kind that induces vomit kind. -_- Ok i am exaggerating it's really not that bad at all LOL though i do feel quite shitty. It's tolerable. I ate two prawns for dinner and now i feel hungry but i DON't have the appetite to eat plus at the same time i'm "full". I used to have a pretty flat tummy lor... As in the period between after I stopped working and last week. Now it's quite zz...

I've been looking forward to WWW all week but i am resolutely NOT going tomorrow. It makes me so seh but the thought of getting really really tanned SERIOUSLY discourages me... (because i don't have waterproof sunblock. It seems rlly silly to buy one just for this occasion. I don't swim. I can't swim LOL.) and the stuffy thing makes me even more nua than usual, since going to WWW basically equals running and moving a lot. I am damn niang i know. I have a right to be!!! Since i am a girl. HAHAHA. And yep i thought of skipping WWW to just join in Sakura but i really... feel very stuffed. How many times i repeat this alr?! -.-

Haha anyway just now i heard my sister randomly start giggling abit to herself. I asked "what?" and her reply was : "oh nothing i just thought of the tooth fairy that show very funny hehehe".

Er xin. I wanna watch soon!! She say until so nice. Zz. I haven't even watch Avatar yet!

(Skin not being in prime condition lately. Sucks! Is it my bangs?!)

(And is coloured contacts allowed in jc. hmm.)

Need You Now

My sister tie one not me.

Bangs!

It's 1.51a.m. on a Saturday night. Dad has been watching soccer at home for the past few hours, Mum is sleeping, Bicky is sleeping, HL HY and I just got back from eating @ Bedok 85.

Shiok. :)

I just cut bangs today with Maureen and Shihui! (As in, M and I cut bangs, Shihui didn't.)

I am hoping that i can get into VJC arts. I really really want to go! I'm one point away and i doubt i have anything to appeal in with so I doubt i will get in anyway BUT I'm still hoping for a miracle of course... Just like how my grades were a miracle haha! (dubbed 'Miracle of the Year by Jasmine!)

If not i guess i'll be happy with TJC arts :) I'm quite confident of getting in TJC.. But you never know. Still, VJCVJCVJCVJCVJC would be better!

Never ever thought I would actually want to get into VJC. Never thought to aim that high! But anyway I think can only write expository for GP in JC... But i think my narrative has always been stronger. Oh during my O Levels English P1, I worked on expository for the entire year (didn't write a single narrative essay AT ALL) but during the paper, I actually wrote narrative.. Don't know what overcame me, i guess instinct? But high risk high rewards! :)

I can't tie bun for my hair to save my life zz why

Got my results yesterday and woah man I seriously CRIED. I was like fucking bawling la WTF! Was seriously shocked to get my results... I didn't expect it at all ESP for my English and geography. Feels so unreal even now man.. Glad my family is proud of me :)

And today I dreamt that my results was fake. Lol I guess I haven't gotten over the initial disbelief yet hahaha

Thailand (Failed)

I just typed out a huge paragraph about my Thailand trip but deleted it because it felt wrong. Don't ask me why. It did. It's like how when you get out of a shower and it feels wrong and you feel like taking another shower but you're too lazy to. Like you KNOW you are clean but you dont FEEL squeaky clean it's fucking irritating la!!

I have been busy lately... trying very hard not to think about Monday (ok yea i know i just failed) but yea trying my best!! It shall not be mentioned after this paragraph!

Oh and i've been working for the entire week (since i planned on "retiring" at the end of the week which is TODAY!) except for Thursday because i couldn't wake up zz. Oh and for the entire week i've been taking public transport home from the office (Bukit Batok ok?!) because my mum's been working late nights. Then the ONE day i don't go to work she doesn't need to OT. Yes i took public transport home today. Just in time to watch my QI ZI DE YOU HUO! On channel U, it's nice, yes really.

Ok something's wrong with me it's 10.46p.m. and i feel like playing badminton... Feel fat lately! (ok maybe the right word to use it UNHEALTHY. i feel UNHEALTHY.)

Watched Yes Man just now on the computer and it was a yawn... Sorry Jim Carrey I love you but this movie just doesn't cut it!

AND I FINISHED WATCHING CARDCAPTOR SAKURA (NO DON'T SAY ANYTHING) !!!!!
ANIME 70EP MOVIE 1 MOVIE 2 SPECIAL EP AND TOMOYO DIARIES ALL WATCH ALR!

left manga... but wait until i have forgotten the details first then refresh my memory then it will feel nice :) I ADORE the ending song of the second movie!! Ashite e no Melody. In my phone now :) It totally has the happy ending feel!!! ROAR I AM SO HAPPY!!!!!

Plusplusplus the movie the episodes generally EVERYTHING makes me giggle like mad. Teeheeeeeeeee. Actually maybe it's only at season 2 then i started to ... Because Syaoran like her already ma :) hais~~~~~ Oh and the episode about Yamazaki is so funny!!! (The tomoyo diaries one) Ok i love CCS!!!!! (Can't believe i STILL haven't grown out of it yet!)

Should i watch Tsubasa? Hmm. I will be busy for the next few days! Chalet coming up soooon (: I MUST MUST MUST remember to bring Jasmine's cap and Pearleen's present from the xmas gift exchange!! zz still can't believe i forgot to bring it on that day sia.. and forgot to bring Maureen's also ROAR!

And OMG so far Maureen's the only friend i have who has WATCHED Magic Knight Rayearth last time ok!! And it's also by CLAMP :) woah but seriously it was so long ago man!! Was so obsessed with it during hmm was it p6? I remember Zann was the one introduced it to me hahaha! And she used to draw the three characters! I liked the blue one the best and she liked the red one the best and zhiyu liked the green one the best right? hmmm i think so. Ok i think it's p4 la..

:)

2010

Everyone's doing summaries of 2009 and resolutions for 2010 and i guess i got influenced and felt like doing one too!

Summary of 2009

Well there were good things and along with it came the bad... but overall it was a great year! Of course there was the crazy mugging which i DON'T want to relive. It was fucking frustrating for me because... i don't like studying. I can never imagine a period of time where i studied consistently (as in, everyday). Except maybe for maths for PSLE (and yeah i got an A* for it! My maths was lousy as hell previously). For EOYs and MYEs for the rest of my secondary school life... I never really studied hard. For MYEs i rarely studied at all -.- For EOYs... I studied but I never really took it seriously at all. :\ But what's ironic is that I think that my results for school could actually exceed the grades i get for O levels. No, i am not geigei-ing, i really do think so. I guess i'll know in Jan. But while it was seriously motherfucking horrid, studying was a substantial part of my 2009 and i guess i gained a little self-discipline from that ;)

I got closer to my family. Life lessons from Dad, getting pampered by him too *hehe shopping trips!*, admiring my mother even more than before, and realising that my sisters were even awesomer than last year. (of course we did quarrel but what doesn't kill you makes you stronger) Of course i'm grateful to Bicky for being there as always too :) The three dogs get cuter year by year too yeah!

I learnt to treat my friends better... or at least i think i did. Well, even if it doesn't seem like i treat you guys any better... I'm really trying to be a better friend to you guys! You people are too awesome! :) Maureen (whom i've grown closer to over the holidays), Shihui, Jasmine, Mengxuan! :)

But hey i've made new friends yeah! People whom i had never really spoken to before... Like Pearleen, Eileen, etc. (etc. because i can't believe i only made 2 new friends! I refuse to believe it! but whatever i can't think of any lor.. so 2 it is. At least got right ;D) We aren't exactly very super good friends anw but hey i think we're friends :)

Of course there were old buddies. Ok actually only old buddy. I'm surprised i actually even met up with Zhiyu this holidays... even though we do talk in MSN and stuff we're not the closest, and we drifted away so much in the year of 07/08... so yeah i appreciate the friendship we still have :) As for Natalie i don't really speak to her anymore. ok it sounds like we turned to enemies but no it's because we drifted a lot a lot apart and i think i can count on one hand how many times i've interacted with her this year, haha!

And i did drift a lot apart from Umme, i think it happened in '08 anyway but... i remember her as a really good friend in sec 1 and 2 (:

Hopefully in the years to come, i'll make new friends but be able to keep the old ;) And there'll be more memories worth keeping like the last day of school when we went for sushi and played truth or dare in the middle of the parade square till late. It makes labouring over jotting all these down in my diary worth it. (Ok i didn't exactly write it down in my diary. But i will!!! It was one of the best, if not THE best memory i've had of my secondary school life.)

I also learned some lessons... Don't let people direct your life. You're the author, you make the decisions, not others. Don't even let yourself get the chance to be influenced by their opinions if it's YOUR choice to make. (Ok obviously when you're shopping they say the other colour nicer or something you don't say all this to them lah -.-) Another thing is that if it's worth it, fight for it. Don't give it up just like that because... 2 years down the road you might just regret it and it would've been too late by then. :)

Still, I guess I gotta say this -- I am a fortunate girl.

2009 was fucking fantastic. 2010? bring it on!

Resolutions for the year 2010

1. Get a clear idea of what i'm doing in life.

2. Keep all my old friends along with getting some new ones :)

3. Not making any stupid mistakes i might end up regretting

4. Treat my parents better

5. Treat everyone better

6. Read more

7. Grow to be more independent

8. Be more self-disciplined

That's all! I hope in 2011 i will look back at this list, cross everything off and exceed my own expectations!! (ok that's kinda ambitious... but a girl can hope!)

May 2010 be a great year for all :)

Roar

I know i said i switched to wordpress.

I am officially switching back.

Just had this sudden urge to make a blogskin after 2 years of not touching photoshop. This is the end result... Not very happy with it actually. Sucky border (what the heck is that colour i want BLACK!!! but im too lazy to try and fix it now LOL) and the whole blogskin is so typical and isn't really that nice at all... plus i realised that i have like ZERO brushes now!!

okay going to thailand tml till weds midnight (ok, thurs) ~~ EXCITED! SHOPPING (:

Guess what?

I'm at wordpress. Http://tayliwen.wordpress.com

yes I love my URL too.

Haiz 7 days more to o levels. I am losing steam. As if I had a lot of motivation in the first place. I don't know what to do to motivate myself. I see everyone else working so hard and I am sure my results will largely pale in comparison. I need to study! Can someone motivate me :( damnnnnnnnnnnnn. Doubt I will even get ten points for Os. Do I even dare to aim for a single-digit l1r5? Everyone is aiming for temasek, Anderson and other relatively well-known jcs and i know, without a flicker of doubt that they will surely make it. Even if I was aiming for a jc, I doubt I can do it. I was so sure of an a1 when I first dropped to combined science, because everyone said that it was easy to get. But looking at things now, can I even get an A? Plus, English... What about my other r4? A math? Please. I barely passed for prelims. I heard someone even got full marks!

Whatever. I'll leave it up to fate. I need to go bathe (smelly) and do my Anderson a math paper 2 instead of whining here like some useless loser.

Hey hey hey! I realised I haven't been blogging since 21 august... Which, by the way, is freaking long ago. More than a month ago! Anyway I just lost touch with blogging (it's the laziness, people) but I decided I'll just do a quick update.

1. I decided to retake my Chinese Os
2. Graduation ceremony was fun! I can't believe we took a 203 class photo.
3. I wish graduation night was held in a better hotel. Heard that there's like a sex shop at the front there or something. Talk about being subtle.
4. Shihui doesn't wanna go for grad night :(
5. I am freaking tired. I have been sleeping for only 5-6 hours every night. I know that there are a lot of people out there who sleep less and complain less but anyone who knows me knows that I can't survive with so little sleep...
6. Yesterday, the head of the living room fan fell off and creates a mega huge racket. Every single member of my family woke up while I happily snoozed away. HL thought it was another earthquake. HY is amazed that I slept through that.
7. 20-odd more days to the big fat motherfuxing Os. I am working harder, but not ad hard as I should be. I'm worried and I don't want it to come. At the same time I can't wait to get it over with.
8. I got a b4 for my english. I don't want it to jeopardize my l1r5 in Os!!
9. I got a 17 for my l1r5.
10. The recent e and a math mock exams have been encouraging!!!! :) but everyone can do it, so judging by cumulative frequency, I'm probably not in the higher quartile.
11. I am smelly and need to go bathe.
12. I need to work on my humanities, it's getting suckier.
13. What is happening to me??
14. I'm sick. Not in the mind, I have flu. And cough. And sore throat. I just ate kfc.
15. I got a new phone! iPhone 3gs. It's not the best phone out there, and it's actually not as good as my previous phone (Sony Ericsson xperia) in terms of functions and everything, but I love it esp. Games and memory. 32gb!

So that's fifteen random facts. I am going to bathe in two minutes. I'm gonna work on my humanities, and maybe physics ( my suckiest subject). I am happy with my chemistry, but I know I can get an a1 for it!!!!

Ok that's one minute left before bath time. Ok now none. I need to go!! Lazy to reply tags, hi to everyone thanks for tagging (if you're even reading this)

Chinese Os Results and English Oral

I got back my GCE Chinese Os results recently! I got a whooping A2 and merit :) I think it's great (for me) already, and actually i think if i got a distinction for my oral and LC i might just get an A1... Anyway i'm not sure about retaking it. At first i was so sure i wasn't going to, but... might as well give it a shot and aim for the best? I'm not sure. Afterall they'll take the better grade.



I had my English oral today and surprisingly it really wasn't that bad. Granted, i talked for quite a short amount of time (hello, no prompts?! Let me talk longer abit leh.) but i think overall not bad. I had super nice invigilators :) When they were testing someone before me, i was watching the invigilator and the invigilator on the right (a.k.a actually really the left) wanted to eat a piece of watermelon/papaya using the toothpick but the slice of fruit dropped off and she missed!! It was quite funny but i didn't laugh at that time. Too nervous i suppose. Anyway yes, it wasn't that bad.



I'm in the midst of my PRELIMS now! I just had my history and physics paper today, actually. (OMG brief interruption - i forgot to bring my entry proof today and had to cough up 5 freakin' bucks for a piece of paper i have at home. Oh well, that's what you get for being forgetful.) The history paper was all right, but i thought my SEQ was weirdly weak this time round (i don't know what's wrong with it but i just feel like it's not so correct somehow) and for my SBQ, the question on "Does this mean the other is lying?" question, i totally could not tell that it was a reliability question so i buang-ed the format and anyhow-ed the question. Hopefully it turns out all right. I just answered it like an English compre qn actually :\



Physics was ok la, did not really study for it, good thing not much electricity questions!!!!! I cannot remember all the formulas, and i did not remember all the formulas. Plus thank heavens for Maureen's existence -- before like, this year's MYE, i have never ever gotten a vectors question right but this time i think i got it right :)



There's tuition tomorrow! OMFG i completely forgot about it. This prelim i spent the most time on A math (except geometrical proofs... have not touched it AT ALL) and i am quite confident of scoring a better mark than my previous 30/100. (lousiest. A math. Score. Ever.)



Ok 10pm got Ming Zhong, 11pm onwards got my super sweet sixteen/room raiders and after that it'll be my favourite show ever, Made! I really like that show. If you have MTV Asia watch it okok?!?!? Also, Get Smart is going to air on HBO soon! Can't wait, it's gonna be hilarious :D Watched a little bit of the movie on the plane on the way to Japan last year actually, but.. yeah don't really have the movie-watching atmosphere (especially with such a pathetic screen).



Shit. I don't understand the historical factor for factors affecting development. I could just die.



On the plus side, this is the first time i've actually read through cumulative causation and the strategies and actually knew what it was talking about. Though the 11 points are kinda hard to rmb... Hmm. Anyway i managed to finish 1 chapter of geography today, more to do tomorrow!



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