Haiz 7 days more to o levels. I am losing steam. As if I had a lot of motivation in the first place. I don't know what to do to motivate myself. I see everyone else working so hard and I am sure my results will largely pale in comparison. I need to study! Can someone motivate me :( damnnnnnnnnnnnn. Doubt I will even get ten points for Os. Do I even dare to aim for a single-digit l1r5? Everyone is aiming for temasek, Anderson and other relatively well-known jcs and i know, without a flicker of doubt that they will surely make it. Even if I was aiming for a jc, I doubt I can do it. I was so sure of an a1 when I first dropped to combined science, because everyone said that it was easy to get. But looking at things now, can I even get an A? Plus, English... What about my other r4? A math? Please. I barely passed for prelims. I heard someone even got full marks!

Whatever. I'll leave it up to fate. I need to go bathe (smelly) and do my Anderson a math paper 2 instead of whining here like some useless loser.