TJC

Haha i ended up in TJC! Knew abt it the day before posting of results because Jasmine ask me to try signing in to the TJC student portal and i did and it worked so yeah LOL! Maureen's in too ;)

Jasmine's appealing in (which me + everybody else finds a waste) but true she has no friends there so i can kinda see why she would wanna appeal haha!

Anyway today was a funnnn day @ Sentosa BUT now my face is suparrr red... fuck it!

Holler

Had a combined science outing today! (: It was fun and we were generally aimless but we managed to pass the day in a relatively fun manner haha. Watched The Spy Next Door and i think it was a sucky movie leh. -_- quite boring. some parts were funny though... The Larry guy looks like the guy from taylor swift's "you belong with me" mv. Maybe it's just the hair.

We watched it @ Shaw House and kept following Ryan around hahaha! Ate KFC (okay actually that was before the movie) and walked ard @ plaza sing. Played arcade (yeah!) and i luv playing bishi bashi actually hahaha so fun! The new one's rlly hard for me though zz.

At some point in the arcade someone actually called out my name? as in, someone in a group of people that i don't recognize and we all made eye contact but then i really dont see anyone i recognize LOL. It's either i hear wrong (which i think is quite unlikely, i mean we made eye contact leh?! and it's i turn then they alr looking kind.) or i am being mean and forgetting someone i know. Actually i think it's just one of those random fb friends whom you don't know but adds you and you guys don't actually talk to one another kind. Then that person's weird because you don't call out to (non) acquaintances like that. -.-

We went down to the MRT and RYAN CHOY pangseh-ed the four of us?! he was like "i wanna go to potong pasir" and then he just left. Like that. We were (ok, at least i was) stunned like never before. o.o = my face. so we went to vivo!

Went to the shops @ the top level to look look see see. Got the pet safari shop woah the guinea pigs and dogs and hamsters were all so cute!!!!!!!! seriously!!! and there was this ADORABLE poodle omfg. It doesn't have that kind of (what i think is) ugly kinda shave cut. You know those kind with only a few pufts of hair? Hahaha! Oh and at that time Maureen and I were actually looking for a drink. And we couldn't find it in Daiso so we just randomly stopped by the pet shop one and what do you know? We got our drinks. Weirdest place to buy a drink. Ever. The whole vending machine was RANDOM la?! it wasn't even outside the store... it was like quite deep in. Oh i know why already... coz there got provide grooming services for the dog so let the owners buy drinks? hmm yea. Should be. Hahaha!

Then we went outside to the sky park @ vivo (it was so windy and cooling and the weather was just perfect. Low cloud cover = great weather at night. Applicable only in Singapore.. not necessarily in other countries!) and we just... what's the word for it? Chilled. We chilled there. HAHA now the word looks funny!

Then we headed home and i reached home @ i think, 10plus nearing 11. Then i watched a few ep of ANTM!!! Cycle 13 ;) short girlsssss. I like nicole! I keep thinking her name is melanie i have no fucking idea why i mean that name just popped up in my mind?! nobody there is named melanie i dont know anyone named melanie and i actually dont know of any cartoon/anime characters named melanie. Hmm. I like Laura too hahaha oh and Rae is so pretty!

I'm feeling as stuffed as a turkey on thanksgiving. I think lately i've been eating too much... It felt okay when i was out coz i was mostly distracted but when i got back... gosh i feel like crap. Cow crap. The super smelly kind. The kind that induces vomit kind. -_- Ok i am exaggerating it's really not that bad at all LOL though i do feel quite shitty. It's tolerable. I ate two prawns for dinner and now i feel hungry but i DON't have the appetite to eat plus at the same time i'm "full". I used to have a pretty flat tummy lor... As in the period between after I stopped working and last week. Now it's quite zz...

I've been looking forward to WWW all week but i am resolutely NOT going tomorrow. It makes me so seh but the thought of getting really really tanned SERIOUSLY discourages me... (because i don't have waterproof sunblock. It seems rlly silly to buy one just for this occasion. I don't swim. I can't swim LOL.) and the stuffy thing makes me even more nua than usual, since going to WWW basically equals running and moving a lot. I am damn niang i know. I have a right to be!!! Since i am a girl. HAHAHA. And yep i thought of skipping WWW to just join in Sakura but i really... feel very stuffed. How many times i repeat this alr?! -.-

Haha anyway just now i heard my sister randomly start giggling abit to herself. I asked "what?" and her reply was : "oh nothing i just thought of the tooth fairy that show very funny hehehe".

Er xin. I wanna watch soon!! She say until so nice. Zz. I haven't even watch Avatar yet!

(Skin not being in prime condition lately. Sucks! Is it my bangs?!)

(And is coloured contacts allowed in jc. hmm.)

Need You Now

My sister tie one not me.

Bangs!

It's 1.51a.m. on a Saturday night. Dad has been watching soccer at home for the past few hours, Mum is sleeping, Bicky is sleeping, HL HY and I just got back from eating @ Bedok 85.

Shiok. :)

I just cut bangs today with Maureen and Shihui! (As in, M and I cut bangs, Shihui didn't.)

I am hoping that i can get into VJC arts. I really really want to go! I'm one point away and i doubt i have anything to appeal in with so I doubt i will get in anyway BUT I'm still hoping for a miracle of course... Just like how my grades were a miracle haha! (dubbed 'Miracle of the Year by Jasmine!)

If not i guess i'll be happy with TJC arts :) I'm quite confident of getting in TJC.. But you never know. Still, VJCVJCVJCVJCVJC would be better!

Never ever thought I would actually want to get into VJC. Never thought to aim that high! But anyway I think can only write expository for GP in JC... But i think my narrative has always been stronger. Oh during my O Levels English P1, I worked on expository for the entire year (didn't write a single narrative essay AT ALL) but during the paper, I actually wrote narrative.. Don't know what overcame me, i guess instinct? But high risk high rewards! :)

I can't tie bun for my hair to save my life zz why

Got my results yesterday and woah man I seriously CRIED. I was like fucking bawling la WTF! Was seriously shocked to get my results... I didn't expect it at all ESP for my English and geography. Feels so unreal even now man.. Glad my family is proud of me :)

And today I dreamt that my results was fake. Lol I guess I haven't gotten over the initial disbelief yet hahaha

Thailand (Failed)

I just typed out a huge paragraph about my Thailand trip but deleted it because it felt wrong. Don't ask me why. It did. It's like how when you get out of a shower and it feels wrong and you feel like taking another shower but you're too lazy to. Like you KNOW you are clean but you dont FEEL squeaky clean it's fucking irritating la!!

I have been busy lately... trying very hard not to think about Monday (ok yea i know i just failed) but yea trying my best!! It shall not be mentioned after this paragraph!

Oh and i've been working for the entire week (since i planned on "retiring" at the end of the week which is TODAY!) except for Thursday because i couldn't wake up zz. Oh and for the entire week i've been taking public transport home from the office (Bukit Batok ok?!) because my mum's been working late nights. Then the ONE day i don't go to work she doesn't need to OT. Yes i took public transport home today. Just in time to watch my QI ZI DE YOU HUO! On channel U, it's nice, yes really.

Ok something's wrong with me it's 10.46p.m. and i feel like playing badminton... Feel fat lately! (ok maybe the right word to use it UNHEALTHY. i feel UNHEALTHY.)

Watched Yes Man just now on the computer and it was a yawn... Sorry Jim Carrey I love you but this movie just doesn't cut it!

AND I FINISHED WATCHING CARDCAPTOR SAKURA (NO DON'T SAY ANYTHING) !!!!!
ANIME 70EP MOVIE 1 MOVIE 2 SPECIAL EP AND TOMOYO DIARIES ALL WATCH ALR!

left manga... but wait until i have forgotten the details first then refresh my memory then it will feel nice :) I ADORE the ending song of the second movie!! Ashite e no Melody. In my phone now :) It totally has the happy ending feel!!! ROAR I AM SO HAPPY!!!!!

Plusplusplus the movie the episodes generally EVERYTHING makes me giggle like mad. Teeheeeeeeeee. Actually maybe it's only at season 2 then i started to ... Because Syaoran like her already ma :) hais~~~~~ Oh and the episode about Yamazaki is so funny!!! (The tomoyo diaries one) Ok i love CCS!!!!! (Can't believe i STILL haven't grown out of it yet!)

Should i watch Tsubasa? Hmm. I will be busy for the next few days! Chalet coming up soooon (: I MUST MUST MUST remember to bring Jasmine's cap and Pearleen's present from the xmas gift exchange!! zz still can't believe i forgot to bring it on that day sia.. and forgot to bring Maureen's also ROAR!

And OMG so far Maureen's the only friend i have who has WATCHED Magic Knight Rayearth last time ok!! And it's also by CLAMP :) woah but seriously it was so long ago man!! Was so obsessed with it during hmm was it p6? I remember Zann was the one introduced it to me hahaha! And she used to draw the three characters! I liked the blue one the best and she liked the red one the best and zhiyu liked the green one the best right? hmmm i think so. Ok i think it's p4 la..

:)

2010

Everyone's doing summaries of 2009 and resolutions for 2010 and i guess i got influenced and felt like doing one too!

Summary of 2009

Well there were good things and along with it came the bad... but overall it was a great year! Of course there was the crazy mugging which i DON'T want to relive. It was fucking frustrating for me because... i don't like studying. I can never imagine a period of time where i studied consistently (as in, everyday). Except maybe for maths for PSLE (and yeah i got an A* for it! My maths was lousy as hell previously). For EOYs and MYEs for the rest of my secondary school life... I never really studied hard. For MYEs i rarely studied at all -.- For EOYs... I studied but I never really took it seriously at all. :\ But what's ironic is that I think that my results for school could actually exceed the grades i get for O levels. No, i am not geigei-ing, i really do think so. I guess i'll know in Jan. But while it was seriously motherfucking horrid, studying was a substantial part of my 2009 and i guess i gained a little self-discipline from that ;)

I got closer to my family. Life lessons from Dad, getting pampered by him too *hehe shopping trips!*, admiring my mother even more than before, and realising that my sisters were even awesomer than last year. (of course we did quarrel but what doesn't kill you makes you stronger) Of course i'm grateful to Bicky for being there as always too :) The three dogs get cuter year by year too yeah!

I learnt to treat my friends better... or at least i think i did. Well, even if it doesn't seem like i treat you guys any better... I'm really trying to be a better friend to you guys! You people are too awesome! :) Maureen (whom i've grown closer to over the holidays), Shihui, Jasmine, Mengxuan! :)

But hey i've made new friends yeah! People whom i had never really spoken to before... Like Pearleen, Eileen, etc. (etc. because i can't believe i only made 2 new friends! I refuse to believe it! but whatever i can't think of any lor.. so 2 it is. At least got right ;D) We aren't exactly very super good friends anw but hey i think we're friends :)

Of course there were old buddies. Ok actually only old buddy. I'm surprised i actually even met up with Zhiyu this holidays... even though we do talk in MSN and stuff we're not the closest, and we drifted away so much in the year of 07/08... so yeah i appreciate the friendship we still have :) As for Natalie i don't really speak to her anymore. ok it sounds like we turned to enemies but no it's because we drifted a lot a lot apart and i think i can count on one hand how many times i've interacted with her this year, haha!

And i did drift a lot apart from Umme, i think it happened in '08 anyway but... i remember her as a really good friend in sec 1 and 2 (:

Hopefully in the years to come, i'll make new friends but be able to keep the old ;) And there'll be more memories worth keeping like the last day of school when we went for sushi and played truth or dare in the middle of the parade square till late. It makes labouring over jotting all these down in my diary worth it. (Ok i didn't exactly write it down in my diary. But i will!!! It was one of the best, if not THE best memory i've had of my secondary school life.)

I also learned some lessons... Don't let people direct your life. You're the author, you make the decisions, not others. Don't even let yourself get the chance to be influenced by their opinions if it's YOUR choice to make. (Ok obviously when you're shopping they say the other colour nicer or something you don't say all this to them lah -.-) Another thing is that if it's worth it, fight for it. Don't give it up just like that because... 2 years down the road you might just regret it and it would've been too late by then. :)

Still, I guess I gotta say this -- I am a fortunate girl.

2009 was fucking fantastic. 2010? bring it on!

Resolutions for the year 2010

1. Get a clear idea of what i'm doing in life.

2. Keep all my old friends along with getting some new ones :)

3. Not making any stupid mistakes i might end up regretting

4. Treat my parents better

5. Treat everyone better

6. Read more

7. Grow to be more independent

8. Be more self-disciplined

That's all! I hope in 2011 i will look back at this list, cross everything off and exceed my own expectations!! (ok that's kinda ambitious... but a girl can hope!)

May 2010 be a great year for all :)